My platoon strength reduced from 55 to 28....
Heartbroken for afew days having to give some good souls away to other companies.
Last friday , marks the last day of bee M tee before new bee M tee ptes join in.
Some already resigned to fate of having to stay in the unit,till I informed 4 of the 28 that they have to post out to become drivers. Cool right? posted out of r|fl3 coy to be driv3r.
Guess what ? all 4 said they were sad to leave, they want to stay !
Ironic.... those want to post out.... all stayed. those that do not want to post out.. posted out.
Just before they were allowed to go , I gathered them up and had a little talk with them, last "debrief" as I don't think I would see them. Told them to work hard for their rest of 2 years etc....
One by one started to tear.... wah lao... The scene was so classic and sour.
End up some of the cmdrs also teared lol~. Yes I did teared a little, couldnt stand such scenes.
I wonder why we had such emotions, maybe we really put in our heart and soul and effort in teaching them.Taking ownership of them.
And yea , I had stepped down as a PS , a regular took over me. Now that I got no ownership of anything , I feel damn weird. No sense of belonging. Been kinda moody inside.... sad =( .
Went to swensens last last wkend , had some ice cream , macadamia sth sth... i love those nuts.
Went for missions last wk , damn tiring , damn taxing , I don't want a war to start.
Went to K.L last wkend to chill out... relieve some tension , it did wonders , flooring the accelerator , feeling the adrenaline rush.
Yesterday went to Geok Peng's yacht party... quite a fresh creative interesting idea. I hope to have more of such events.Jet ski anyone ? Batam ? 12 days of leave to clear... hopefully after 7th Nov